Cruel Me

What makes him think he's the most handsome guy on this planet? With a stick thin profile that could easily be blown away by the slightest breeze..his skin so greasy; no girl would ever want to look at him, let alone kiss him..his speech so heavily accented and never quite being able to get the message across with all his annoying lisping..His third grade english and his sickeningly huge ego that no one can ever pierce through...If I had the time I could go on and on with this many defects but I don't care any more. He's the kind of guy you could have fling after fling with and break his weak little heart into a million bloody pieces, but what's the use, if he never opens it up to anyone? I don't regret having told him to buzz off and get out of my life in the cruelest manner possible. I actually feel damn satisfied and quite happy with myself for standing up to such manipulation and abuse for the very first time.What's the most he can do anyway? Cry to his nice mama about what the mean girl next door said to her precious darling? Or drive off like a maniac on his scooter to complain to all his dumb friends who can't do shit about anything? I'm sorry I wasted precious time and phone credit on a selfish prick like him who couldn't know Love if someone slapped him in the face with it. I'm not the one in jeopardy of having had my heart broken this time...I haven't anything to lose since I closed myself to him a long time back leaving behind only the superficial small talk...the kind that frivolous socialites at high society parties are well versed with. It's time to begin a new chapter in my life and to close the previous one for good..and let go of you completely.